Zaneek

I took you in I made you whole I filled that space in your soul And then you drop the bond we had Leave us for people who won't ever care They won't ever know you like i do They won't ever care like i care They'll never listen and hold you tight When your hopes and dreams come crashing down When i thought you were the one who loved me You abandoned me But i guess i wasn't good enough To keep you from leaving To keep you from forgetting I guess... I guess...   We just weren't good enough PS. So don't call and ask why i'm crying      Because it's not like you cared enough anyways...

Love Given to me by the hand of God? Or a curse i cannot shake? To me it's so alarming That i cannot feel this way A gift that comes to many In a natural way But evades me so easily I cannot feel this way Like a blanket held in front of you So soft and warm always But a wall that stands between me And what I want will stay I will never feel this way A shock that comes beneath the earth A broken hearted play A girl with angel wings But cannot fly to say Why can't i feel this way? Love My only reason to give away my heart But love, a need, a soft touch Is the thing, i shy away For the one who wants this the most Can neve

The simplicity of life it seems Has buried itself under the ashes It's taken it's dreams and gone Far from reality Torn apart all the needs And formed to people passing by Forgotten what it's like to plan your path But is kept in line I take it hard to the heart sometimes But running through my veins is the strength that carries me I have a dream that's bursting at the seams But what i've got inside is what keeps on driving me I'll keep it clean but i won't hold back I've got the light, burning deep inside of me Won't stop to ask questions I just can't stand the thought of losing what's left of me

I feel like a toad among butterflies I keep to myself and puzzle at the oddities of the people around me How could one be so loud ...so prideful ...so disrespectful ...so perverse ...so arrogant ...but so amazingly open and vulnerable Like a knife through a ripe peach I feel I could cut them down with one single word Yet I refrain... It is not my place to put others in line Not my job to fix their lost minds I am to pull them out of the dark, like a hook pulls a fish out of water This is why I must be quiet I must save myself from the perversities of this world So in turn I will save them And as I sit and think this to mysel

 No one ever said it would make me want to cry To break down and yell          "I'm sorry" To wish it had never been said or felt To make me want to die I never meant to lure you in To cause you so much grief To be your friend and make you want More than i could give When i heard those words          "I love you" I thought i would feel joy But all it brought was guilt Now when i look into your eyes The only thing i see is          "I'm sorry, I love you"